seek and ye shall find
rather than choosing from the preexisting, i find myself fleeing once again to a new place.i find this kind of symbolic, as many things are currently.
here, i explain myself...
why did i have so many blogs before? oh, because it is fun. it is the possibility of personae, the excitement of estrangement, and the sensation of solitude. in a nutshell, it is the freedom. the freedom that is a little selfish, but ever elusive and ever wanted. but it is no longer needed. in this form, at least.
why this new blog? well, because i am leaving it all behind. i am ready to start a new chapter of my life. it's hard to believe that i have kept my xanga throughout all my high school years. four years of blogging before that venue turned into such an ugly mix of myspace/facebook/ i don't know. besides, i keep on having these freaky porn sites track me down and solicit on my site. my lj has gone askew because of my silly 365 thing, and i can no longer write in it. lastly, i can't remember my other blogger username. oops.
why blog at all? i dont know. sometimes, i need to get things out. sometimes, i need to tell just one person one thing under the quelling guise of telling everyone. sometimes, it's true, the more public your life appears, the more you can keep private.
reading: the voyage of the dawn treader, the kite runner
listening: my parents leaving the house
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